Raya baru ni, we all balik kampung ayah at Kelantan. Memang setiap tahun raya balik sana... mana pernah balik kampung lain.. Raya kali ni our theme color was purple.
Cerita yang bestnya; this was the first raya Zafran has a baju melayu and ibu met old friends - Shida, Muni, Awa and Kak Aida during the 4th day of raya at Kota Bharu as it was Awa wedding reception. We stayed together when we were postgrad students at Mahallah Safiyyah, UIA.
Yang tak bestnya pulak; 4 of ibu's in-laws are pregnant. 1 will deliver this October. The other three will having babies early next year. It means my parents in laws will receive 3 grandchildren next year which is for sure none of them is from me.
When all of us sat down together, the main topic is their pregnancy. They talked about morning sickness, fetus movement, diet and supplement, preparation.... everything related to pregnancy. which make ibu feels like a stranger among them. All of them voiced except ibu yang cuma diam membisu. So ibu was being the one out of group. Lastly, ibu blah la pergi tempat lain. Cari penyakit je kalau lama2 duduk in the group.
Tuhan je yang tau perasaan dalam hati. Kalau ikutkan hati sekarang jugak ibu nak pregnant. Tapi macam mana... walaupun kita cuba tapi bila Tuhan belum nak bagi rezki lagi pada kita, tetap belum ada hasilnya.
Ibu dah cuba to pregnant, sekarang ibu nak start berusaha pulak untuk pregnant. Zafran pun dah setahun setengah... so it time for ibu to start trying to give him a sister or brother.
Insya ALLAH... Allah itu MAHA ADIL. Ayah pernah cakap dia yakin ibu akan pregnant.. cuma masa yang tak tau, so ibu pun kena yakin dengan diri sendiri. Ibu just kena percaya pada ALLAH dan yakin dengan doa & harapan ayah.
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